Fortunately God has brought two people into my life to help me let go a little, Lance and Lily. Now with this swimming job I have to let go even more and give up trying to be perfect. I have had to reorganize my priorities especially when some certain toddler decides that napping is overrated which doesn't allow me any time to get anything accomplished. When I first took this job I tried to balance everything and it got really old fast especially on days when Lance doesn't nap. Not having the house perfect, perfect meals, laundry done and folded, and other things have driven me crazy, but I am trying to learn to let go. Now I am not going to be a slacker, but I have to find a balance with playing with Lance and Lily, getting bills paid, getting chores down, meals fixed, grocery shopping done, etc. I only have a part time job, how do moms who work full time do it? They must be supermoms.