Friday, December 12, 2008

i just wanna cry

and have a pity party
i am so overwhelmed at this moment
the christmas shopping season so far has not been good at the store and we REALLY need it to be good, we are so behind and we have so MANY bills that need to be paid
lance yesterday poured foundation all over my couch, we just got a new slipcover for the sofa last january and now it is ruined, why can't anything stay nice?
lance has been so defiant lately, it is upsetting, he does everything that i tell him not to do and then covering up his rear end because he knows he did what he wasn't suppose to do and is avoiding a spanking
he also has been hitting his sister, taking away her toys and throwing them as far away as possible and just generally harassing her
i am worried our christmas tree isn't going to make it to christmas, it hasn't been drinking a lot of water and then lance has been swatting it with the broom (his idea of sweeping up the needles like daddy asked him too maybe)
i just want to get something accomplished, i had the living room cleaned then lance spilled his life cereal on the floor and stomped on it, then later was the foundation incident
i just want life to get easier, give me a break, please

3 comments:

Anonymous said...

I'm sorry. I sounds like you have so much on your plate right now. I hope it gets better for you. Here's a hug!

Nicole - Life in Progress said...

You are not alone. I have had MANY days like the ones you just described. Hang in there!

Anonymous said...

May God bless you and your family and provide for all your needs.

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